Yes, it is a circus of my life...

How could it be not?
A circus of mylife
A parade, excuse me
Of pardon and wise

It is loud around me
but I hear none

I keep my pace
As I walk to continue a search
of finding my Sun

by Nissa Arus
(01:12 18/Nov/2010)

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Kelahiran Arus Kasih -Part 1

Bissmillahirrahmanirrahiim.
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wa barakatuh,

Bagaimana harus mulakan perenggan ni?
I want to utilize this blog, to be part of my journey. I have taken a very first step today to make my dream come true.

When I was a teenager, I dream big! Well, who doesn't? I am good with my study even I did not have to push my self hard enough. I like my school life. It was easy. With good grades, I complicate my life with teenager's crush, BFF's fight and be a nosy git in my best friends life.

When I was 7, I want to be a dancer.
When I was 12, I want to be a professor.
When I was 15, I want to be a doctor. Typical mindset since I was good in science.
When I was 17, I want to be a scientist.

Yet, there is secret desire inside me that want to do a lots of thing. Since kid I am very good with words. I have a loud mouth (mind you, it was sharp too!) and I can write a short stories.

My teachers are my idols. Until today. Puan Adibah Amin really plays major parts in my secret interest in literature. So does Puan Azizah, Puan Ainon. I still love literature. It's like a burning passion. I like interpreting all those double meaning that hidden in a literature verse. Both Malay and English. During my glorious teenage days, I ignore my loved in literature because I saw it as a 'lame' thing. Yet, the ember still there.

Other than literature, there is another side of me that loved to be pampered. Spa, a massage, vacation, road trip.. it's really my things!

So, I remember mentioning to myself that before I am 30, I will owned a spa.

I am 25 years old now. Working as a trainee manager in McDonald's Chinatown, Singapore. Old sweet days when I do not need to push myself to succeed is finally over.

I am thinking to myself, life is to long to not try and achieve my dream. I have a gift that I had neglect. But, I still have a dream that I still can commit to.

To own a SPA and be a successful businesswoman.

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