Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim.
I have thinking a lot lately. My energy is very low while working nowadays. Why?
It seems like I can't commit myself there. In McDonald's, it's look like everybody is giving their heart and soul to the golden arch. This is so true to my RM and my BM.
Not me. My heart is not there. My soul? Go figure!
I am not happy. This situation taken a great toll to myself. My life. My energy. My surrounding.
I cried a lot. A damn lot!
My body start to betray me. My headache, my back is painful when I wake up. Doctor said it's symptoms of hypertension. What?!!
I am not a very focus young woman. I admit that. And by not focusing on a certain and clear goal does not bring me to any achievement.
So, I am thinking.
Thinking.
And a lot more crying.
Why I want to waste all my energy to something that literally draining my life? I should focus. Focus on what will be meaningful to me.
I realize that I have abandon lots of opportunities in my life.
Now, I want to revive my childhood dream. A SPA of my own. Before I reach 30.
Listening to our heart saying is not that easy. Need to put my feet firm on the ground and grasp the reality. Because, well, I am a bit idealistic person. For idealist like me, world is made from petal of roses.
Still, a journey is start from a silly, baby step.
So, I take all my courage today. Gather all my strength and hope for Allah's blessed.
Midday of 11 May 2011, I went to SMM at Menara Ansar and register my first ever business.
Under name
ARUS KASIH
So, at 2.06pm , 11 May 2011, it's a birth of Arus Kasih. A name I dedicated it to my beloved dad. Mr. Md Arus bin Peei.
I have big dreams for Arus Kasih.
And, Arus Kasih journey start.. today....
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